As I sit here, staring at the ceiling of my room, I can’t help but feel the crushing weight of disappointment and failure. I thought getting a GPA of 5 in my HSC exam would be enough to secure my future, but how wrong was I. My dreams of studying at BUET have been shattered because of my poor marks, and I’m left with nothing but a sense of hopelessness and despair.
I watch as my friends get accepted into different public universities, and while I try to be happy for them, it only makes the pain worse. What did they have that I didn’t? What could I have done differently to make things better? These questions continue to haunt me day and night, as I struggle to come to terms with my situation.
My parents, who have always been my pillars of support, are equally devastated. They had high hopes for me and wanted me to succeed in life. But now, they’re left with the harsh reality that they cannot afford to send me to a private university. I can feel the guilt and shame they’re carrying, and it only adds to my burden.
Religion restricts me from ending my life, but I wish I could escape this pain. Every day feels like a struggle, and I can’t even focus on my studies anymore. My mind is consumed with thoughts of what could have been, and it’s tearing me apart.
I know I’m not alone in this struggle, but it doesn’t make it any easier. I see others who have faced similar challenges, and they’ve managed to overcome them. But I can’t seem to find the strength to do the same. Every door of hope seems to be closing, and I’m left in a dark abyss, suffocating from my own thoughts.
But I refuse to give up. I know that my situation may seem hopeless now, but I’m determined to find a way out. I’m going to work harder, study smarter, and prove to everyone that I’m not just a number on a piece of paper. I may have stumbled along the way, but I will not let my failures define me.
I take a deep breath, and with renewed determination, I get up from my bed. It’s time to start the journey towards my dreams, one step at a time. I may not know what the future holds, but I’m going to fight with every fiber of my being to make it a bright one.
Author’s Note On “Shattered Dreams: A Tale of Disappointment and Despair”:
As a writer, it’s my hope that “Shattered Dreams: A Tale of Disappointment and Despair” sheds light on the challenges faced by young students in Bangladesh and provides a glimpse into their struggle to achieve their dreams.
This story based on the real experiences of many young people who have faced similar challenges. I hope that this novel serves as a reminder that success is not always easy to come by, but with perseverance and determination, anything is possible.
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